Survey by Fatso

surveyy'n it!

age? 21
height? 5’4”
hating your body? YES

i am
[ ] anorexic
[ ] ednos
[x ] bulimic
[x ] living off diet pills
[ ] hungry
[ ] thirsty
[x ] drinking something
[ ] under 100lbs
[x ] starving yourself
[x ] participating in a fast

people
[x ] ask if i’m anorexic/bulimic
[x] call me fat
[x] say i’m skinny
[] say i’m ugly
[x] say i’m pretty
[] spread rumors about me
[x ] force me to eat
[ ] say i eat too much
[ ] wish i’d eat more

i wish
[x ] i was thin
[x] i had a better body
[x ] i didn’t have to eat
[x] i could control myself
[x ] i was under 100lbs
[x] i could avoid food
[x ] i could hide what i am
[ x] i wasn’t fat
[x ] i was pretty

i love
[ ] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[ ] shaking
[ ] being weak
[x] losing weight
[] green tea
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself

appearance
[ ] i am shorter than 5’4.
[x] i think i’m ugly sometimes
[x] i have many scars.
[x] i tan easily.
[x] i wish my hair was a different color.
[x] i have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] i have a tattoo.
[x] i am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x ] i have/had braces.
[] i wear glasses.
[x] i would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[] i’ve been told i’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] i have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] i have/had piercings in places besides my ears.
[] i have freckles.

family
[x] i’ve sworn at my parents.
[ ] i’ve run away from home.
[ ] i’ve been kicked out of the house.
[x ] my biological parents are together.
[ ] i have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] i want to have kids someday.
[ ] i’ve had children.
[ ] i’ve lost a child.

relationships
[] i’m single
[x ] i’m in a relationship.
[ ] i’m engaged.
[ ] i’m married.
[ ] i’ve gone on a blind date.
[x] i’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x ] i miss someone right now.
[x] i have a fear of abandonment.
[x] i’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
[x ] i’ve told someone i loved them when i didn’t.

honesty
[x] i’ve done something i promised someone else i wouldn’t
[x] i’ve done something i promised myself i wouldn’t.
[ ] i’ve snuck out of my house.
[x] i have lied to my parents about where i am.
[x] i am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] i’ve cheated while playing a game.
[x] i’ve cheated on a test.
[] i’ve been suspended from school.

bad times
[ ] i can’t swallow pills.
[x] i can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[x] i’ve slept an entire day when i didn’t need it.
[x] i’ve hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] i’m addicted to self harm.
[ ] i’ve woken up crying
[x] i’ve lost weight
[x] i’ve gained weight
[x] my weight holds me back
[x] weight consumes me.
[ ] i’m at my thinnest
[x] i’m at my biggest
[ ] i’ve lost weight and kept it off
[x] i’ve lost weight but gained it back
[x] my weight affects my mood
[x] i weigh myself daily
[x] i am jealous of everyone smaller than me
[x] i thrive on compliments
[x] i feel bigger than people who are my size
[ ] i feel happy when i’m hungry
[x] i get depressed after i eat
[x] i’ve skipped a meal
[x] i’ve thrown food away
[x] i’ve spit food out
[x] i’ve fasted
[x] i’ve purged
[x] i’ve almost fainted from exhaustion

i’ve done
[] pain killers
[ ] lsd
[x] i keep my eating habits a secret
[x] i have a diet blog
[x] i look at thinspo
[x] i collect thinspo
[x] i’m doing this for me
[ ] i’m doing this for someone
[x ] i’m doing this to prove myself